Everytime I logged in and saw that thing in my journal I was scared.
Anyway, life seems to be in the right track now, except for the extra holiday weight that I still gotta shed.
I hope you guys get to this point in life where you have a gazillion things to do, little time to do it and are fully accountable for everything that happens in your life... I never knew life could be this much fun, while the world is going to shit I slowly but surely begin taking baby steps towards enlightment.
It's like that movie where the gay guy's happy that he lost his appartment, and his completely broke, and that he has thousands of unpaid hospital bills and that he go the shit beaten out of him.
Though my life is not nearly that misserable, I too hit rock bottom, and now I'm one of those happy-go-lucky, sunshine-vomiting, joy-tripping assholes that I used to loath.
BTW, someday, I will own you all mo-fos!